Hi my dear freakz,

I need to ease something off my chest that have been adding some inner frustration, and hopefully as I write this it'll end on a positive note, after all, I am an optimist and I always try to see good in bad situations.
I've always seen my artistry as a part of an influential responsibility, so I wouldn't dream of leaving my beloved followers empty and depressed

.....got off track a little, but anyways :3

I've been taking notes on my so called "friends" from where used to live, how they've been turning their backs suddenly and how they have been making new acquaintances with old foe's of mine that I've already scrapped from my "care to care" - list.
And many of the cultural familiars I've known and been working with have apparently started to see me as a threat and as a bad guy (more than the usual image of me) because of one tiny shit-for-brains......my former colleague from the Red Room project.
Yup, it's still a thing apparently -.-'

Now, usually I wouldn't give a rats ass about these morons and their stupid arrogance........actually, I don't!
But what I do care about is the people they bring along to the party and manipulate into thinking stuff that from THEIR viewpoint is sensible.
Not only that but they've cornered some of my closer friends and made them numb and unreachable.

THAT is what sets me off!
When ignorant fucks like them messes with my friends, that's when I draw the line!
Unfortunately, I can't do anything more than I've already done, one of my closest friends is stuck with a hag who only started hate me because I stopped give her flirty attention after I met Necrinity.
I tried to end the "fun time" in a casual and peaceful way, well....apparently it didn't work!
Because of that me and him aren't talking anymore.
Now, with all respects it's not entirely her fault, he had a choice to make, and unlucky for me, he chose love for a girl in front of a brother. How cliché, am I right?

Other "friends" have the guts to state that "I left them" or "Don't care anymore"


So, to sum up this whole adventure of assery;
I moved, so what?
I met a woman I felt was worth my time and love, who gave me more than a pat on the back when I needed support and a dead fuck when I needed intimacy!
And beside that I was done with the place, I worked my ass off 5 years in a row with different projects, trying to keep my shit together, and surviving teenage drama all over me.
.....yeah! I kind of needed an upgrade!

BUT just because I move to a different spot it doesn't mean that I leave friends behind, you just don't kill off a relationships simple like that!
But worse of all must be when people you think you know, and that you think knows you don't question a rumor coming out of a stranger or somewhat familiars face.
That's truly the last nail in the coffin!

So the moral of the story is:
No matter what people say, no matter what "friends" say, you are still your own person and you know yourself better than anyone.
And when a "friend" IS fucking you over, don't be afraid to cut the person off, because clearly the person doesn't trust you nor respect you.
And when rumors are spread around like they often do, do your best to avoid interference, because if you do show interference it only "proves" to them that you do care, and to some others that you only try to defend yourself.
If you stay out of the radar, the rumors will die sooner and you'll get a better chance of redemption when talking to people who no longer puts value into it.
(The reason I post this i simply because, fuck it Im an artist and I can do whatever the fuck I want )
(No but seriously....)
(Read the top again for valid reason)
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So yeah.....that's my little "the more you know" trivia for ya, about useless drama, but a happy grin in the end as a final "Screw you" to the pathetic haters around who simply isn't worth your time or energy.
The best you can do is what I just did (trust me Im a doctor) and that is to reference it, and inspire others to stay strong!

Peace out dear freakz